One Glimpse Changes All

What do I mean when I say "one glimpse changes all,"well I don't really know yet . . . I do, but I don't . .

I wake up each morning ready to take on another day, but I feel like I've been living it with my eyes closed tight.

I use to play this game when I was little where I would close my eyes and try to get from point A to point B. It was all fun and games until I would run into a wall or stub a toe. 

This is what I've been playing as of late. I walk around living a college life. My eyes are closed to what's around me. I go with the flow and enjoy things as they come. A door is shut tight with the "planning" Shay behind it. Planning out my life has always been something I've done since I was little. Now I am taking a break from that side of me.

Due to the fact that my vision has been impaired, 

I have recently hit a wall. 

Or have I?

This weekend I was able to open one of my eyes to get a small glimpse of the whole scheme of life.  The planning Shay is trying to break free but I need to keep her locked up for awhile longer so she doesn't over analyze the situation. (And yes, I referred to myself in third person. That just happened.)

Maybe this one glimpse can guide me to another adventure in life. Maybe that adventure won't last long. . Maybe it will last a lifetime . .

Whatever it may be, I am excited. I know this is a really vague post.. Some may know what I'm referring to, but those that are completely lost - hopefully it will make sense in the near future.